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ENGL 101 5 November 2014 Disorganization I believe that I experience entropy in my life on a daily basis. There are multiple things in my life that just do not seem to fall together in the way they should, or in the way I have always been told that they would if I did everything the way I was supposed to. Life is stressful, it always has been, and it always will be. If there is not entropy in life, well then it is not life. Not everything is going to be perfect, you have to do what you can, with what you have, that is the closest to perfect you will get in life , and maybe that is good enough. There are just those days were I experience entropy in the most common of ways, my paycheck is not as large as I was expecting for the pay period, then my fuel light comes on and I have to spend sixty dollars to fill my gas guzzler, I rip a whole in my jeans I was hoping would last a few more weeks then there goes thirty five more dollars, my next credit card payment happens to be due in three days so there is another twenty five dollars. So basically I experience entropy through finances because by the time everything has been taken care of I have only a hundred to two hundred dollars to last me for 2 more weeks. It is pretty stressful when entropy takes a toll on your finances because most things require money and if you do not have it, then life is a lot more difficult to handle. I have also faced entropy within my relationships. Whether that be with my family, significant others, friends..etc. I go through this type of entropy on the daily basis as well. If I am making one person happy I tend to be disappointing the other. People expect a lot from others and I have a lot of people expecting a lot from me so that leads towards a very disorganized me. My work schedule will get mixed up, my school work needs to be done and be the main priority,

my parents want me at home more, my boyfriend want to see me more and it is chaos. One thing will go wrong and it is just like the worst game of dominos you have ever seen in your life. Things tend to be more difficult when you have not only your expectations, but others riding on you. In my school life entropy is more than present. In my most difficult class, I spend all of my time studying to get a good grade on the test, I bail the test, try to figure out what I could of possibly done so wrong to fail the test, spend my time preparing to tell my parents that I did terribly on my college level Biology class even though I have never taken a biology or chemistry class in my life, and by the time that is all taken care of the next test is in less than a week and we start all over again. Do not get me wrong, I knew college was going to be more difficult than the classes I took in high school and I knew I would have to devote myself more, but taking a class that high up and it all seems like a foreign language is beyond disorganized and stressful. I was not too thrilled when my mom suggested I just not take the strongly recommended chemistry class before I took the biology class. It was not a great idea. The worst part about entropy or life in general because I personally believe that the two are synonyms is that it would be a lot easier not to care. If we did not let the disorganization or the people or the bad days get to us as much as we do, then it really would not be as big as an issue as it is. As humans it is our nature to over complicate things, or maybe it is just me. If we did not read so much in to the little problems we face in life, like waking up late, not having the time to run an important errand, spending a little more money than you originally expected, or even letting the opinion of others take an effect on you. Then I believe we would be a lot happier than we are ....