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Singara Pavan Kumar MWA-2 English 1110 EASILY BROKEN

“Love is a beautiful word in the human language and it is an Emotion” Yes, we love many things that don’t love us back for instance, moon or the stars. But when it comes to human beings the love is always directive. There will be a lover and a partner. In which one person believes in another person and shows it in action. In my life, love was too hard. It was so sweet when it started but slowly its started to melt and life during that particular time was just a nightmare that I replay again and again. It was a Tuesday morning in English class the first time we ever made eye contact. She looked at me the way I looked at her and within seconds we heard a great news from our PHED teacher saying Pavan and Pranjal are the sports captain and vice sports captain for this year . This path gave me a chance of starting love with her. “ Hey, did u even expect that why would only we be selected for these posts? ” She laughed… and said “ Yes, because we have a good height !” From no where without being late during conversation I asked her “ Hey will you join me for lunch this weekend?” “Lunch??” “Yes sometime this weekend!” (long pause) “ Ok ! Decide the place and let me know I will join .”

A week Later I was waiting inside the restaurant . It was sunny and I couldn't quite get a good look at her. She texted me that she was outside and I figured it was probably her and i saw her wearing Pajama and my heart started beating so fast that began to feel to fly in air. Here she comes and sits in front of me and she looked me and I quickly looked down , and was pleased to have caught her eye. Her half black hair and half brown hair curled slightly over her shoulder and I couldn’t resist myself sneaking quick and our eyes met and she said “ Your hair looks nice like that!” “Thank you pranjal ! Well you look gorgeous too.” Since it was our first meet up we had casual school talks and found out what are our likes , what songs we love to listen and we exchanged our numbers and that night was my first message sent to her saying “ Pranjal I think I like you ! “ After a great long seen she typed “ What? Pavan r u alright?” I said “ Yes , I’m perfectly alright! I’m in love with you. “ I don’t think you love me pavan. Maybe its just attraction ? what do you say?” “ Hey Please Don’t say what I feel. I love you .” After ignoring a lot of texts of mine, she texts me saying “ Let’s be friends for a while and if I feel any feelings for you definitely I will think about you! “ Although It was not so convincing but still thought for a while and made myself to say

“ Ok ! “ It was my time to prove how much I love her ! I was thinking…thinking…..thinking… how to impress her. Suddenly I remember once she told in the class that she loves Eiffel tower. Though I had an exam next day I decided to draw the Eiffel tower and present her as token of love. Kept all my books aside and started bring artistic in me .It almost took 4 hours to finish and I was super excited to go to school and present it to her. It was prayer time , I silently placed the art chart under her table and disappeared ! Since I was the captain I came late to my class after prayer and saw people around pranjal table and was talking about the drawing . She knew that it was me who drew it and when I entered , i was about half- way through my table and our eyes met . . . and she winked . Immediately I felt my face flush. I looked away and fought to keep a grin off my face. I tried to look at her without making it too obvious, but she was waiting for me, a sweet grin on her face . When our eyes met she winked again . So, I felt I started off with good impression! The exam finished … And she asked me “ why did you drew it ?” “ I love what you love! So you love Effiel tower and I felt , if I can draw it maybe it can bring smile in your face.” “ Oh is it? Now listen! I love the drawing and do you know what? I love the person who drew it as well!” (Shocked)

“ whattttt???” “ Yes, you heard it right !” (flying in air with beautiful butterflies…) And she disappeared again! Later that night we had great chats and finally entered into relationship! Now the story starts. Everything went on well from the day when beautiful butterflies started to fly , we had final exams coming so, before hand only I told her “ Pranjal exams are nearing we really need to concentrate!” “ Oh yeah! “ “ so I’m thinking to stop chatting and every possible connection and start preparing for exams !” With a sad face she says “ Ok Pavan lets do it !” After 2 weeks It was our first exam on Monday and me and pranjal planned to meet early morning in school and I was excited to meet her . I don’t know why , whenever I see her I feel so good! “ Good morning sunshine! “ “Good morning pavan! “ “ Its been almost 2 weeks , how are you? Did u prepare for the exam? “ She had a sad face on her and I doubted there is something wrong and she said “ Pavan I need to talk to you something important ! Come to this room.”

“Anything wrong?” “ Yes , lets breakup!” (For a second I was blank!) “I know its a joke ! Don’t prank now. “ “Its not a joke or prank. lets breakup !” I was so blank that I couldn’t even get words to talk to her . and asked her what was the reason for breakup! “ Pavan , its not happening ! You don’t respond to my messages and don’t talk to me! “ (Inner me )” damn it ! “ “ Listen , we already discussed right that we aren’t going to chat or talk ! don’t you think this is the silly reason to breakup?” “ Yes, we did but at least you need to respond right. You don’t ! lets just breakup! All things are not going proper the first time itself . All the best for your exam! “ I knew that was not the right reason. And I had to ask her friends what went wrong! I still had hope that she will be back . Pranjal had best friend named swathi . She was so thin and short ! And she said “ I really don’t know anything pavan! I remember she telling that she you were so irresponsible and hated you !” Everything went clueless and so lame ! ……Didn’t know what to do!

So decided to meet her and convincing her to be back . It had been two months and we got our 10th standard results. We all passed with good percentages and then my friend had planned for a meetup. That meetup was in the same restaurant where our first outside meetup was. She had come before me and was sitting in the same chair where we both were previously sat. She says “ I am sorry pavan . I was an idiot, and I feel terrible about the moronic things . I’am back! “ I felt Forgiving is like a magic key. It takes time and effort. “ I am so happy pranjal! “ After 4 weeks We joined the same college and everything was going awesome. I used to care her a lot , which indeed was a problem to her! The other worst thing ever happened was the partition of classes. In which me and pranjal got separated , from them on distance increased day by day. But my love for her was never decreasing. One day all of sudden she started crying saying that “ Pavan you don’t care me!” “I don’t care you? I was the one who walked 1 mile for you to get medicine when you were sick. I was the one who helped you in understanding each math problem when you were facing problem in getting grade, I was the one who always hug you when you were sad, I was the one who becomes childish to make you smile and happy !....yes, I don’t care you!” “ Yes you cared me a lot. But did you ever asked me if had any Ex-Boyfriend and going through any pain still ? And I have a fucking bad past . You were least bothered to ask ! YOU DON’T CARE ME! “

“ hey, I don’t want your past , I was not there in your past. I can only think two possible things with you that is present and our future. “ SHE AGAIN DISAPPEARED WITH SILENCE! After three sleepless nights , She comes to college with a great smile and I and went to ask her if everything is fine . she stood up and said “ Pavan my Ex is back from France! I don’t love you , like I did yesterday . I hold no grudges I wish you good luck from the bottom of my heart . ” “ So , easily you told ! Hmmm nice. “ “I am not intending to hurt you.. I’m just spilling my heart out .” “ hmmm see you bye!” This was the worst day of my life and the saddest ever I can remember. I couldn’t resist this pain and started drinking alcohol and smoking. It was so worse that I used to smoke Five cigarette packets every day and drink a lot and forget pain for sometime . Later she comes to know that I’m getting worse day by day and she comes one day to meet up saying “ Pavan please stop all these bad habits. They are not good for health! “ “Ok I will stop but Will you be back?” “ lets be good friends !” “ Then why the hell did u come in relationship with me when you just want to be friends ?” SHE DISAPPEARED WITH ANGER

After great conversations and friends she was 70% ok in coming back to me ! Because she know I love her truly and would never hate her. But she changed her mind again and said “NO” so it was just 1 hour patch up and BOOM! So next day was her birthday and she was all set to enjoy with her friends and I was sitting in home drinking! I thought I will give a last try and get her back . So, decided to buy a big teddy bear and go to mall and present it to her and say sorry for doing nothing to get her back . I was drunk and met her in the mall. People around us were looking at us both because I was holding big teddy bear . And she appears with beautiful sari (traditional dress of india ) “ Pranjal you don’t realize how much you mean to me . I love you so much ! I cant imagine the future without you . why are you leaving me? What have I done to you? Didn’t I care you like your parents did? Or did I fake you in any perspective? “ “ Are you drunk ?” I totally collapsed and was kneeling down to ask her if she can be back and if there’s any mistake from my side” She said.. “ I am sorry pavan! You are such a nice guy. Time changes and please don’t spoil my birthday . Please leave ! “ “ Sorry pranjal , I will never ever disturb you again .Enjoy !” I left with smile because all I want is her to be happy and she is ! So, In my life I went through the worse phase of my life which I can never forget! So there is a saying which I like the most and suited to this story

“To

love and win is the best thing. To love and lose is the next best. William Makepeace Thackeray

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